Thank you all for your well-wishes. I am feeling MUCH better thank you! Hopefully the virus is gone for good!
Now, for the other news - and a special thank you to alexis - I did find a salesman whom was very knowledgeable and helpful! Ronnie at Fuccillo Toyota found me a very nice 2008 Toyota Rav 4 that I can afford, and my daughter absolutely fell in love with! I say my daughter because I am still suffering with sticker shock! But I am getting over it - THANK YOU CK411 ... 
It is unbelieveable! This is my first new car and other than buying my house, probably the scariest thing I have EVER done! Even hubby leaving was NOT this scary! LOL!!!
Seriously, though, I needed the car - I'll post pics tomorrow - and Ronnie took care of everything - even returning my rental! I never expected my car buying experience to be so easy and wonderful! Ronnie had the Kelly blue book papers and the carfax ready and waiting.. we negotiated of the price but he gave me a fair deal - and I did it all WITHOUT A MAN!!! LOL!!! 
Normally, I would not attempt something this large because I have dealt with car salesmen before and it was no picnic... they treated me like some dumb broad and tried to get me to buy something I didn't likeor was a piece of crap... until I told them where they could go with their merchandise and walked off the lot... I didn't have to do that today...
I inteded to look at a Kiabut It was on another lot and Ronnie suggested the Rav4.... I was skeptical, but did a quick check on edmunds to see what the reviews were.... I was really surprised... and I came home with my new car a few hours later... As I said other than a little negotiating over the price, there was no fight, no being treated like an idiot, everything and eveyrone was very professional...
I do want to say that my daughter was a little disaapointed because Billy wasn't there to say how HUGE it was! LOL! ( you gotta see the commercials)
OH and I climbed another hurdle today too. On the way to the dealership there is a bridge. Not just any bridge either. I am terrified of bridges. I stopped at the toll and told them I couldn't cross the bridge, I needed to turn around. The girl looked at me like I was crazy! She said there is no where to turn around I have to cross the bridge. She could get a state tropper to assist me, but I would have to go across. Well, if you cross one way, you have to cross coming back too! I pulled over to the side and sat for a few minutes. My daughter was wonderful! She said " you can do this!" I sat there and cried... Finally I pulled myself together. and drove across that damn bridge!!!!! I shook, I cried, I white knuckled that steering wheel, but I made it across. On the way back, I drove my new rav4 across that bridge with the biggest grin you ever saw!!!! It has been an incredible day....